Can I Give My Cat Sudafed I have abandoned my LJ / My LJ is abandoned (I'm bad)

After practice I just started out and things like that and I got a lot to LJ, then I make the report devoted to practice and fully abandoned the fandom for those moments, for sure were not more than 1 week and a half, but it feels as if it had been for months XD. I have not read news, or down scans, and I'm so freak that I am irresponsible. But since the end of the report (I think) to see if I return with dignity to LJ, but I still angry at HSJ. At least I want to post in the "secret community" XD. And post and read my LJ f-list * O *